Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
hoho this week is study study study, but somehow I don't feel any stress. It's more like boredom: endless hours in the library & I'm getting really tired of school food. heh at least there's glen to get bored with :))
am sooo looking forward to the ocip trip to china! Am sure it will be a good experience (i.e. attempting to speak in chinese & listen to difficult accents, painting walls, shopping!! in beijing, and meeting jan for a bit while i'm there). Pretty much set in terms of clothing, I hope the snow will be pretty and the cold wind won't be unkind to us.
hmm just as I was getting a little too unthankful, and behaving a lot like an errant child, there's always the good old psalm to put things into perspective. Feel the need to move up another level of maturity, no matter how much i'd like to just sit and grumble.
".. You have loosed my bonds. I will offer to You the sacrifice of thanksgiving."
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
some things I know I'll have to go it alone.
knowing the reasons doesn't make it any easier and when my strong tower comes down I just hate to do it all over again.
being explicit is just not one of my fortes. haha I think my creative thinking prof is gonna have a hard time reading my poems. gahhh
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 7:15 PM
haha guess i've enough of emo-ing today, so i'd just like to close this chapter with a special note for a special person in my life!
yes it's YOU rho. Now how do I even start! hmm getting to know you is my privilege, I think you have shown me what it means to love, and give our lives in service to God and other people. I doubt there is anyone (in my eyes) who does this better than you. Thanks for being a leader to me, and a close friend who is willing to speak the truth even when it's hard. hehh I'll miss you the most ;))
I think when things don't go as we'd like, it's good to take a step back and be thankful for what we have. and I think I really do have a lot.
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 11:02 PM
haha it seems like my parents just loveee to nag, especially when I return from a long day. It's like mass unloading of naggings. Thank goodness my word quota for the day is used up hehe :D
I am seriously zonked. Today has been non stop class and meetings and haha I suddenly realized there's really a lot of things to do. But gonna take it one step at a time, it's gonna be good. Just gotta focus on finishing up my excel sheet tonightttt
I like how this week is turning out. Guess i've never been so brave to let it all out, but it only goes to show that I didn't want to see it fall.
to you (you know who you are): thank you for being in my life! :)
John Hope Bryant said vulnerability is power. I'm starting to believe that.
okayyy now I really hope the Fray keeps me awake tonight ;)
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 6:27 PM
this post is for AARON!!
Happy 21st BIRTHDAY buddy :)
it has been quite a long journey eh. feels like i've known you for a very long time. thanks for being my buddy through these years (thank goodness you don't laugh at my hair now!), first school buddy then work buddy and now church buddy. haha. You've seen me at my best and worst. Hope you enjoyed your celebration, keep shining for God real proud of you! :D
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
i love it how there's a certain peace that accompanies a friday night. perhaps its the feeling of knowing that there isn't anything urgent to attend to in the morning. sleeping in is so nice :)
so many words unspoken. it's like a cloudy day. you close your eyes and the breeze visits and it's actually pretty nice. you don't see the dark clouds above but there's always the sound of thunder to send a reminder. I need to find a safe little hut to take shelter for a bit.
friday nights always make me think too much.
I wish Glenda were here. :)
December come soonnnnn
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
went for a chop chop shopping trip with mum today after cg, and i realized it's really been a while since I shopped. gosh am i that tied up?? so all you people who think i'm a shopaholic please think again haha
zzz I have two more chapters to study for my quiz on tuesday and it's already 1145pm and i've got to wake early tmr. why am I still on this thing?
okay byeeee
